This is what I do when I’m bored
Being fat sucks ass I feel so damn unattractive to anyone like I feel like my boyfriend wants someone skinny :/ feel like shit
School
School is such a pain in the ass like seriously but now ima try to get this PTA stuff started so I can get a good job
Period
Sitting in the corner
Dealing with the intensity of the pain
Knives stabbing her stomach
Questions go through her head as tears flow down her face
Delirium drowns her
All she could say to herself was that “they are everywhere”
Her fear of the white powder compacted into an oval shape slithering down her throat gave her the chills
But it’s was either take it or forever feel the pain
She laid in the bathtub wondering how to go about this
She staggered to her feet running to the cabinet she pulls one out and swallows it
She starts to panic
The feeling of it stuck in her throat throws her in a frenzy
She tries to stay calm
Laying on the cool tiled floor she falls into a deep sleep
